IM THE GIRL
You don't know but i'm the girl who cries every night wondering when his next return will be.
I'm the girl who drags herself out of bed every morning so that he will be proud of me when he comes home.
I'm the girl who lies in bed longing for him to be lying next to me.
I'm the girl who sits queitly during class because all I can think about is that next moment when he will be safely in my arms again.
You don't know but i'm the girl with a million things to say but not one will come out without the thought of him.
I'm the girl who checks my cell phone every five seconds to make sure I haven't missed his call or a text message.
I'm the girl who stops and stares and wishes for him to return soon each and every time another man in uniform walks by.
What you dont know is that I know love on an entirely different level from most. I know the love that spans time and space.
The love that most people are constantly searchiong for.
I'm one of the girls who waits months for a single kiss, a kiss that will make the months apart worth every second.
A kiss where everything in the world stops and for what seems like eternity, you can see into the person's soul and know that without them, life is not worth living.
You tell me i'm too young to be "so in love" I know that love has no age limit. You tell me I don't even understand what love is, I tell you, I know more love in one homecoming than most know in a lifetime.
You don't know that every time he leaves a part of me goes with him and part of him stays with me.
You tell me that people change and I tell you true love will always remain the same.
You tell me i'm too young to be in a serious relationship, I tell you that i'm too in love to not be.
You tell me you know how I feel and that you understand what i'm going through, you have no idea.
What you don't realize is that I understand the true meaning of not only love but longing and anticipation.
You don't see but i'm one of the few who gets goose bumps as my hearts fills with pride every time the National Anthem is playing.
I'm one of the girls who will stand tall and stay strong on the outside but be dying on the inside.
I'm one of the girls who will make friends with complete strangers for only they can even begin to understand what I am going through.
You don't understand that I picture his face everywhere I go and that he is with me in everything that I do.
You think I don't cry anymore, that I have gotten over it, but what you don't know is that I just hide it better.
You don't know the feeling the first time you hear the word deployment or the feeling of his hand as it slides out of yours for what could be the last time.
You don't know what that last hug or kiss means and how important that good-bye truly is.
I'm the girl you see standing alone in the airport watching quietly out the window with tears rolling down my cheeks.
I'm the girl you see walking by with a disheartened face staring silently at the ground.
What you don;t know is that I know true love and that no matter what obstacles we have to face, our love will live forever.
You tell me you support the the men in uniform I tell you i'm in love with one.
I'm one of the silent but outgoing, weak but strong, scared but grateful. What you don't see is that without me he is nothing and without him I am nothing.
I'm one of those girls. the girl who stands tall behind her soldier, behind her hero, stands strong behind her man, watching silently as he serves and defends our country.
